okay we are better

here some photos enjoy looking at my girls lol

anyways update i talk to justin and we are better.. i thought he was going to stay mad that i deleted his WoW again but he wasnt. I just knew that his friend derreck is a big wow fanatic and everyone looks at me like the evil person who always keeps justin off it. ugh whatever!!!!!!! anyways im in a totally better mood! my parents might be closing in on a deal for this house about 15 miles from us :) sweet! lol.. my friend ashley just moved back from oklahoma so we need to spend some time together! lol so if my parents move out soon then my girls can have their own rooms for once! its been what almost 2 years since they been able to! maybe more? i cant wait to start piecing things together.. there is a lot i need to do with my place.. i need to make it my OWN again! sigh i cant wait. my work is good! I been training alot in the NICU which i really like it! It can be very sad and heartbreaking though :( those little kiddos are tough cookies!! Justin is going to go back to school soon and im going to apply to KU and take some classes at JCCC towards my BS i am waiting at least six months so i can qualify for a tuition re imbursment program at my job.. so far i been there about 3 1/2 months :) i still want to go back for my PA but i told myself i will get it done by the time im 30 lol.. i think there is just alot more important things in my life right now then worrying about burying my head in books and stressing over that. id rather be a "wife" and mom to my family. :) love life! anyways halloween is coming up i asked for that off so hopefully they give it to me he he cant wait!
have a nice week every one

sometimes we just cant cant get along :(

Me and Justin always get into it about money I hate it. I just dont understand why he likes to act like he doesnt care. He asked me yesterday if we could cook out for labor day. I said yay thats fine but i planned to only spend a little bit of money. I didnt give him a set amount. Well he spent over 100.00 which pissed me off.. seriously we could have just went out to eat for cheaper. I hate that he does that shit all the freaking time. So he cut into our car payment and that made me even madder because the car payment was suppose to be paid last friday and did he care to do it? NO.. i was so mad. I un installed his WoW again. and changed my account password so he cant re install it. Seriously if he doesnt give a flip about our bills then he needs to stay off my computer.. im the one who paid all our bills this time.. and all he had to do was make sure my car was paid.. no he didnt.. he rather spend worthless amounts of money on unhealthy hotdogs. chips and paid.. seriously.. id ont even know how you can spend that amount of money.. i always tend to budget and his bad spending habits are getting to me.. sigh.. i hate feeling short on cash.. seems like we always do.. i wouldnt have spent 30.00 yesterday let i know he spent 100.00 the other day. :( sigh seriously somebody shoot me already!