GoOd MoRnINg

"Its good morning time!" thats cailyns phrase to make sure we wake up with her in the morning. Its always "mommy! daddy! its good morning time!" LoL she picked up that phrase because everymorning Justin would softly say good morning and tickle the girls a bit to wake them up for the morning and get the day going :) Now she has this eternal alarm clock to still wake up at 6:30am! every morning. Its all good though because she is getting a little better to want to just chill out on the bed. She also likes the "wakey wakey" phrase off of Mcdonalds. Justin would say "wakey wakey" to her in the morning and she reply "bud a buh buh buh" or however they tend to spell that lol. Celeste and Cailyn are both playing my little ponies in the living room. It feels good to see them playing together. My sister Sabra (celestes companion) went to stay with her grandma for the summer. At first Celeste was devastated I felt horrible for her. She has such seperation issues, but i have no choice but to be firm with her or she will always think its okay to flip out if someone is leaving the house and she cant come along. Celeste is over being lonely for Sabra though (at least that is what shows) But before Sabra left Celeste never showed much love for Cailyn and I didnt know how to 'make' someone love someone. You know Celeste always shoved Cailyn out of the rooms or close the doors on her so she couldnt play. It furiated me! It was a nonstop battle but cailyn learned how to just play with mommy or play by herself my little pony style. But now they play together :) It really does feel good to see that! The girls love Leo too. Im glad we got him. Although he is still a pup and alot of work, I think its worth it. He chewed a few of justins things oooops! :o lol Justin isnt much of a pet person. But Leo is growing on him. Leo likes to chew though. He always try to chew on me! ahhh but i been teaching him not too so he doing ALOT better. My stepdad should be getting out the beginning of august. count down on lol.. I also started to read. right now im just reading a book my sister owns. Stop Laughing at Me. by jodee blanco its kind of based on the dave pelzer novels. Its about a girl who overcame school bullying. Its sad, I was always the odd ball kid. I was so awkward in highschool and to have a baby at 16 made me so much wierder then before lol. I never talked to anyone. I still dont like talking too much. Im always afraid i will sound dumb. Thats why i always have random thoughts in my head lol.. neways just sitting here listen to hank williams :) gotta love him. I better go and start some lo-ndry
until next time!

update

so life has moved just a wee bit fast since the last time i posted in here. Well lets see I graduated School middle of May and started my job a week later. I been working at University of Kansas Hospital. Its a pretty big hospital. Many ICUs to work in pretty big. At first its very intimidating because so much goes on there. But im getting the swing of things. Im still orientating so im not quiet alone yet, I work nights too and that was some getting use to but its alright. I dont mind the nights so far. I passed all my Boards and Registries. I didnt even realized i signed up for my hardes test the clinic simulations on June Friday the 13th! lol but i passed ;) kinda funny though. If i noticed that before i would have hesitated on that day lol I just wanted to get my boards done and now they are finished. Right now im studying ACLS course. Thats the certificate we need in order to help run code blues and rapid responses in the hospital :). other than that The girls are great :) they been enjoying the summer and schwemming in the back yard. We have a new member of the family too. Leo our mini dachsund :) ehh im kinda lazy and dont want to right more so chow!